My God in Command

I can be a poet or a detective spy,
I can be a policeman or I can steal and lie,
I can be a model or a ballerina girl,
I can be fisherman or a sea diver who collects pearls.

I can climb the tallest mountain or be a famous celebrity,
I can be a lawyer or a criminal in chains,
I can live my own life and be who I want to be,
I can obey the law or break all policies.

If I do what I desire, will I finally be satisfied?
If I make my own choices, will I be glorified?
The world is boundless and so does my wants,
If I choose to be vulnerable, people will think I'm a gaunt.

Is it possible for me to control my own life?
Will I finally be happy if I pursue my desires?
If I shine in this world and always excel,
Will it make me boastful like everyone else?

But truly, truly, the Lord said to me,
"Dear Child, worldly riches will not help you see,
You can either choose wealth or be here with me,
In your Father's arm, lighthearted and carefree."

"The world is the devil's domain, this you must know,
Everything in it are disguised only  for a good show,
Earthly ambitions are never delightful to the heart,
It what keeps you and me so apart."

"But if you do what I want and then follow me,
I will satisfy your heart and make you joyful as can be,
I can give you everything that even money can't buy,
Come to me and I'll be forever by your side."

I came to my senses and realized I was wrong,
I did pursue riches and it did not made me strong.
I became weak, despondent and depressed,
I knew from that on I need to repent.

I thank the Lord for His wonderful gift,
He made me strong, I feel no more guilt.
The world may tempt me to be unwise,
I know the Lord will guide me to be wise.

So here I am, I'm giving you my all.
I don't care about anything else but you my Lord.
I can plan to be rich or be an old man.
But from this day on, I'm letting God in command.

~ ©Cathy O'Maley Dee

Faith in You Who Eternally Loves Me

I closed my eyes and wondered if you're really there,
I closed my eyes and pray some more hoping I'll find the answer.
I closed my eyes and realized that it doesn't matter,
Because blessed are those who do not see but still believe.

How did I ever come to know you my God?
How did I ever come to care about the things I used to deny?
My eyes don't see you but I can feel you right here,
Right here in my heart so loud and so clear.

And soon everyone will see how powerful and mighty you are,
You seemed so distant but too me you're never too far.
You loved those who love you and you promised salvation,
I know that I belong to you because I'm your wonderful creation.

I live for you and always will be,
I have faith in you even if my eyes don't see.
Your awesome love covers me like a warm blanket,
You are like a sweet magnificent perfume that I'll never forget.

So come, take me away to your promised land,
Heal the hurt, make everything new, my life is in the palm of your hand.
I'll wait for you and I'll always believe no matter what people say,
I'll always be grateful to you and I'll wait for that special day.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

An Overwhelming Endearment

Slowly and gently you kissed my lips,
I felt the tense in your sweet embrace.
Your body so loving, so tender and warm,
You take my breath away with your simple touch.

You caressed my nape and held my hands,
You kissed me again so vigorous this time.
Oh, what a great feeling, I feel so in love.
I can't believe this is happening, I can't believe you're mine.

Steadily and softly you cupped my breast,
And with one swift hold on my behind.
Tonight is the night when I become yours,
Tonight is the night when you become mine.

Truly arousing when we became one,
You whispered, "I love you," I knew it was a sign.
This will forever bind us, this moment is our time.
A vow made divine by a husband and a wife.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

My Most Amazing and Merciful God

So wonderful, So beautiful,
You're amazing and so merciful,
Your faithfulness, it's forever.
You are mighty, your glory exceeds above all.

There is indeed no God like you!
You have given everything, and left nothing for you.
You are selfless and unchanging,
You amazes me in everything you do.

Please do forgive me for being weak,
I am sinful and I am bound to feel,
Hatred, sorrows, pain and indignation,
I can't believe that I am saved.

I believe in you, even when nobody does.
I may not see you but I can feel your touch.
You're everlasting and you are love,
I will praise thy Lord who dwells above.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

You Are My Everything My Almighty God!

No one will ever be greater to you,
You're a soft whisper in my heart.
A place of worship I prepare to you,
My love is in you, Almighty Lord.

Your word is a comfort to my soul,
A beautiful song that echoes inside my head.
No wonder Abraham, Isaac and Moses loved you,
You're everything a person could ever ask for.

I seek you and I found you,
You lifted up my sorrow and made me whole.
You're an inspiration in everything I do,
With you, with me, it's never blue.

Oh, mighty and awesome Lord,
Your holiness exalts the heavens.
Oh, great and awesome Lord,
You humbled my heart and lifted my spirit up.

You are incomparable, you are magnificent.
You are beautiful, you are my everything!
I'll praise You, I will worship Your name!
I'll keep You close to me, my Almighty God!

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

Grateful to thy Lord Almighty!

The world is vast and so does your heart,
You watch, you listen and you guide those who are lost.
While everyone kills, cheats, lies and dies;
You humble thy heart with your pureness and holiness.

I am nothing compared to you, Holy God.
I am a sinner and a stranger in this big cruel world.
But you gave me hope in my darkest hours,
You have given me joy, love, peace and kindness.

Nothing compares to your Almighty name!
You have given me everything while you ask for nothing.
Your salvation is free, now I have Jesus Christ,
Your love conquers all, it is never divided.

What more can I ask for? You provided it all for me.
I'm blessed to have known you, I'm so glad I am finally free.
I will love you forever, in my heart you'll always stay.
Now and forever, I am grateful to your Almighty Name!

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

A Little Too Late

You detest me, I can see it in your eyes.
Your silence, your emotions, doesn't seem right.
How I long for your embrace and smile,
But you left me with nothing, not a single cry.

How I wish I could turn back the time,
And tell you how much I really care and how much I really tried.
To ignore my feelings towards you each day and night,
The rain has fallen and my heartache risen.

I know you've move on but always remember,
The sun may set at your place my love,
God knows that deep inside,
I am still in-love with you, my love.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

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Heart of Stone

Down the pavement where strangers meet,
There I see you looking at me.
A sensual feeling of love and hesitations,
Covers me full in the cry of desperation.

Slowly it's changing and turning me loose,
Out of control and trapped in small hooks.
Truth or dare, you don't really care,
Even if tears fall, you won't even stare.

My eyes are red and my head held down,
Can't you see that I'm almost in frown,
You're pouring me out a glass of misery,
You won't take my hand or let me speak.

Come now, you heart of stone!
You don't care about me, so you're on your own!
I don't want to leave you but you gave me no choice.
I'm nothing to you, you left me in sores.

Leave and be on your own,
My beloved who has a heart of a stone.
Heavy to carry but soft in the eyes,
Sad to see you leave without any goodbyes.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

The Most Wonderful Man In My Life

I know about your life,
I know about your struggles,
I know about your sighs,
And I know about your flaws.

You aren't perfect, nobody is.
I know you made mistakes, but that's all in the past.
You have given me great lesson, I know I ought to learn.
During the heartbreaking moments, I've seen you at your worse.

Father, you are not alone and never will be.
I have been there even when you didn't notice me.
I've seen your tears and I still remember,
The time when you said that you cared for us all.

You smile but I can see the lines of hopelessness,
You might not be that strong but you're courage is tremendous.
I might have disobeyed you somehow in the past,
Forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt you at all.

My dearest dad, I hope you'd see somehow,
That soon I'll live a life of my own,
My brothers and sisters won't always be there,
And you won't always be here,
So let's live life like it's our first and our last.

As you grow older, I know it won't be long,
That I must face the fact that I need to be strong.
As the eldest, I have a great responsibility,
And that is to carry the weight that is pass upon me.

But how could I, if you won't let me go?
You're the wall that halts me wherever I go.
You may not know it, but I feel so far,
The priorities made don't go always as planned.

I love you and that would never change,
Forget all the bad, forget all the blames.
Without you, there is no me in this world.
Without you, there would be no lessons learned.

Please be kind and gentle as can be,
I care and love you forever, you see?
Darkness should not overcome the simplest of love,
Whatever happens, you'll always be the best dad.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

The Most Wonderful Woman In My Life

How I adore you're strength,
How I love you're kind heart,
How I wish I could be like you,
How I wish I could do the things you do.

You're brave and smart and I adore you,
You're my light in the darkest night.
You lift me up through my darkest hour,
Surely, you are my hero in disguise!

I'm weak and pessimistic but you were the opposite,
With you with me, there's never a doubt or worry.
You're there to give me a reason to live and be free,
Because you are there to lead and to guide me.

But I have to face this world on my own,
Gone are those moment that you have to be there.
I'm grown and somehow capable of being rational,
But still I think of you as someone so special.

I know that time will come that I will mourn,
Because you will leave and I'll be left alone.
You'll be no longer here on the time that I'll need you.
And all I can do is wish that somehow I'll see you.

I love you and I'll never forget.
You are truly the wisest woman that I've ever met.
The advice you gave me and the things you taught me,
Will always be treasured inside my heart.

I wish I have half of your amazing talent,
And I wish you'd stay young forever just so you can hold me.
But I must face reality and I must face the truth,
You'll not always be here and so I must learn.

I love you so much, my sweet and caring mother.
I wish I could keep you in my arms forever
You are my valiant hero in times of despair.
You are God's gift to me, thanks for all the love that you shared.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

I Love You But I Hurt You Because I'm Scared

Can't you feel it, can't you see it?
Are you deaf, are you blind?
Do you really think I hated you,
Despite all the things you said?

Don't be a fool, don't be so cruel.
I care you for you, but I don't want you to see.
It's not really you, It's about me.
I'm sorry, I hurt you, please do forgive me.

The tide is high, the silence is loud.
I thought you heard me say the sweetest words,
Despite the large crowd.
I was wrong, because you didn't.

Loving you is like a thorn in my heart,
I'm afraid to fall deeply in love because I'm scared to be hurt.
But you frighten me in such beautiful way,
The smile you give me, enlightens me every day.

I like you and I love you, does that make sense?
I want you, I need you, would you even care?
I know I hurt you by saying goodbye,
If only I have the power to turn back the time.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

A Long Lost Desire

Would you take this last chance,
Would you let me walk passed?
Every little special things that we had and believed,
The time we felt like there's no someone else,
The sweet loving memories that is now come to past.

The brightest star isn't there anymore,
The spark and intense feeling are faded and gone.
Will you follow and tell me how much you really care,
Or will you leave and forget about the things that we once shared?
I was hurt more than you'll ever know.

I see you in the darkest part of the day,
I see you despite the dark shadows that blocks you.
You glow, you soar and you're lovelier than the stars,
You're the bravest chevalier, you're my knight of the day.
Surely you have known what I really feel.

Please don't hesitate, I will love you.
Come near me and tell me how much you care.
I've longed for this moment, please don't end it so soon.
I'm aware, I can feel, I am not a fool.
Let's start a new chapter and begin again.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

I Love You

I love you.
That you ought to know,
I may not be there,
Still I'm loving you so.

I love you.
Please, don't be naive,
Whatever you're thinking,
Please, don't ever leave.

I love you.
Don't you ever forget.
Some problems may occur,
Don't you ever fret.

I love you.
My sweet funny prince,
I'll wait for you always,
You're my first and my last.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

Diet and Fasting

Today, I'll do it!
Maybe tomorrow I will,
Oh this is difficult,
Will I ever win?

The scale says, "Just stop it!"
But my mind says, "Please, don't!"
Whatever they want,
I just can't let it go.

"Be brave," says my heart,
Whatever that means?
It's not like I'm dying,
I just want to be lean.

My mouth can't stop munching,
My mouth can't stop drooling,
If living means restricting,
Then just let me die.

Some think it's just easy,
To fast and to break.
If only they'd try it,
They sure'll be insane.

It is never easy,
It never will be.
So don't try to tell me,
To lose more or I'll sue!

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

A Troubadours Tale: Sunshine

Once there lived a beautiful maiden named Sunshine,
She has the most beautiful heart, she has the most beautiful smile.
Beyond the two mountains, two valleys crossed the sea,
There she lived a quiet life beside the big and old sycamore tree.

Her hopes are high and her spirit is kindness,
Her hands are gold, she is the light in the darkness.
Every man will surely wish for her hand,
For there is no maiden quite like her in the land.

Her beauty fades not, she is like of sunshine.
Her name tells it so, her beauty is so fine.
One day, a stranger came, disturbed her simple living.
The things he did was simply mind blowing.

Come ye, come all and hear thou story,
Of a maiden deflowered by a man crossed the sea.
No questions asked and no problems were answered,
Only a gash of blood dripping beneath the cupboard.

T'was a tragedy for a sweet innocent child,
T'was a tragic indeed now everything's denied.
Her heart once so pure, so kind and so sweet,
T'is now full of anger, like poisonous thorns in a wound so deep.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

Loving You Is a Mystery

I look at you and I see no one else,

It's like staring at a priceless portrait,

A face, oh that face! It's like of an angel.

You're like a miracle waiting to happen.

You glanced at me and oh, what a day!

My heart was jumping up and down,

I can't believe it's true,

Surely, I have fallen for you.

Your hand cupped my face, 

I can feel my eyes closed,

You told me, "Be still, look at me."

Then I smiled. 

My heart was blazing, you're warm and you're mine.

When you said, "I love you." 

I can't help but smile. 

Silly sweet feelings growing inside.

My sweet Romeo, your lips are so soft.

You're brown eyes so deep, telling me I'm at home.

Every time that you kiss me, I feel so alive.

I thought this glorious day would never arrive.

Nobody's perfect but you are perfect to me,

A marvelous creation that God has given me.

I wish to live only to you by my side,

I will love you forever 'till the day I die.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

A Stranger On my Bed

Comfortably lying on my bed, I closed my eyes.
It was silent and cold, I felt so depressed.
I wonder what it's like to be someone with me?
Not just anybody, but someone I truly know.

The wind was cold and my window was slightly open,
I wanted to close it but my body doesn't want to go,
So I stayed lying and then once more,
I closed my eyes.

A ray of pink, white and blue light,
A pale white complexion just far behind.
Then a tingling sensation from head to my feet,
It was warm and so sensual, a cry in between.

The room was darker, but it felt warmer than before.
A shadow was standing, now it's not there anymore.
I closed my eyes and once more I tried to sleep,
But a warm big arms cupped me in so deep.

I wonder what, I wonder where and I wonder who was there with me,
A ghost, an evil spirit or maybe a stranger who'd want to hurt me.
And as tears fell and as my fear began to grow,
A soft gentle kiss on the lips calmed me so.

But my tears won't stop falling as I stared the dark image,
He caressed my face and whispered to me, "It's all right."
Finally I came to my senses and then I realized,
It was only my sweet loving husband on my side.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

A Letter For You From Me

Dear Mr. Gorgeous Man,

I know you were hurt when I try to pretend that I didn't like you.
How long has it been exactly? I think it was two years, more or less.
What precisely did you do to make me want you now?
The truth is, I don't know...

I still remember that day when you kissed my nose,
I thought it was the sweetest thing.
Pretending it didn't mean at all, haunted me day and night.
Oh what a sight, a beautiful memory that I can't erase.

How come you knew me inside and out?
You know my every move and every touch!
Can you read my mind or am I that easy to see?
It's like I'm transparent whenever you're with me.

And who would ever thought that I'd fall for you now?
Despite the teasing, the lying and the all pretend sighs,
You're undeniably charming and an immensely annoying vagabond,
You were my first brights and all my first lights.

Whatever have you done to me? You're a wizard in disguise!
A person like you is definitely hard to find,
Will I take this last chance or should I let myself go?
Behind this crazy facade is a whole different show.

I'm sorry, I guess, that's all I have to say.
I feel a bit weird in a strictly annoying way,
I know you've moved on and you found someone else,
I'm just glad that I met you, you were my beautiful experience.

But if I were to go back and changed the whole thing,
I'd love to love you in a whole different way.
With no more pretend and my lips slightly curved,
And my head held up high, a kissed on the lips instead of a nose.

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

What Loving You Is Like

Loving You is Like...

Walking endlessly on a rocky path,

Listening attentively to a boring lecture,

Crying alone on a deserted island,

Sleeping uncomfortably on a cold hard ground,

Feeling helpless in a very difficult situation,

Understanding a wolf in its howl of desperation,

Wondering above the pale dark skies,

Smiling alone on an empty vacant stairs,

Running backwards in a weird crazy nightmare,

Flying up high in a hurricane,

Jumping up and down when exercising,

Watching a romantic film and then crying like a baby,

Shouting "I hate you" at the top of my voice,

Blushing constantly when you're around me,

Grinning unpretentiously in front of others,

Lying about what I really feel inside,

And LOVING you more than anything in the world.


~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

Dark and Gray

My tears won't stop falling,
I feel helpless, nobody cares.
What I am inside is different outside,
I can't smile or laugh,
I wonder what's wrong?

I live yet I'm not living,
I'm trapped in this four annoying dilapidated walls of torture.
Grieving beneath my bed,
I try to be optimistic.

How can this be, why can't I be?
The dreams, I dreamed, my ambition,
Are nothing but a mere thought of desperation.
I wish to be gone, this is not what I wanted.

Dearest memory, I beg you.
Don't leave me hanging and alone,
Sweet positive memories, I envy you.
What have I done to deserve such shame?

~ ©Cathy O'maley Dee

This HEART

My Heart, I wonder, are you all right?

You've been down, disappointed,

And humiliated day and night.

Oh, sweet light, take me away!

Hide me from darkness,

And Fill this empty whole.


Angel face, I seek you.

Where are you now?

Love me or hate me, I don't really care.

Just stay with me forever,

And I'll be there likewise.


What I need, I don't know anymore.

But this heart of mine is just a simpleton,

I might hide and push you away from me, Angel.

Yet in my heart, I want you to love me forever and ever!

~Cathy O'maley Dee